MARI CARMEN’s first appearance (MARI CARMEN’s voice: verbal diarrhea)
Well, the storefront was a lot more kept up than people’d expect since she’d painted it all nice – a fresh green border about three feet high from the sidewalk and fresh gray walls and really great details around the window and doorway. She’d sweep and soap scrub the front walk every morning too, usually about 7:30, after which time she’d always stand in the doorway, on the best days in her favorite knee-length red skirt, tight around her full figure, in her gauzy flowered blouse, buttons pulling enough to show her cleavage, and with her thick eyeliner and lashes properly curled using an old kitchen spoon, and wait for the tamale seller on his bicycle cart to stop up at the corner. On the days when she’d fix breakfast for the neighbor’s kids, ‘cause one hand always washes the other, she’d pass on the tamale but still ask for the sweet rice drink, atole, served steaming hot. The seller was just a punk kid, probably no more than twenty, but his eyes watered when he looked at her and she noticed that he sure salivated more when she came near. It was part of the daily game that Mari Carmen pretended she didn’t notice how his voice got higher and how he shifted funnily on the bicycle seat, but she always walked back to the store front with her ass swaying and smiling at having twisted the poor brat’s adolescent heart.
Sometimes she imagined the neighbor’s kids turning into the tamale boy. The idea wasn’t exactly impossible, but it was probably too soon to tell as the boys were still learning how to do long multiplication, so they still had a few good years left in ‘em to be the irresponsible rascals their age demanded. Thank Mary God, those days of kid watching were becoming less frequent as Mari’s neighbor had finally met a new guy and quit that smelly dump of an accountant’s office. The two kids for breakfast were supposed to have been temporary anyway, but she couldn’t just say no to her friend because it wasn’t Rosa’s fault the kid’s dad had jumped ship five years back, and it certainly wasn’t the kids’ fault, even if they had been whinny lil’ snots at the time. One day Rosa had asked Mari Carmen, as a favor, to get ‘em fed and off to school, and then again the following week, for the entire week, just until the job situation panned out, and then one day led to the next, and before she realized, for nearly five years, three mornings a week, Mari’d been getting ‘em dressed, fed and in the right direction. Truth be told, though, Mari never checked to make sure the kids ever actually entered the school because kids, she figured, should decide for themselves if school is necessary. Hell, she’d done just fine having finished junior high and then calling it quits, and when she needed to prove that she’d studied more so she could get the license to open the shop, she just asked around and found out who knew someone who knew someone who could sell her a genuine high school diploma.
It was all show anyway. Getting that diploma was just so it could be stuffed into a dirty, cardboard file inside a dull squeaky, metal filing cabinet in a hard-to-find government office, some formality for the real work in getting to where she was now: proprietor and manager of two milk distribution shops, with her niece working the one in the other neighborhood. First she’d muscled her way to find out who was the real power man who granted new concessions; then she soft talked her way to him, some Mr. Contreras; then, with sweeter words yet and just the right way, she whispered her way to the top of the application pile. Only a greenhorn would think there was some deep secret to the art of using forms, resumes and so-called professional as dull decorations for one or another scene in the never-ending government show.
